i'm sorry...
for being selfish.
for picking a fight for no reason.
for being a baby.
for leaving…
for being proud…
…i didn’t want to. i wanted to stay, but i already had a headache
and bad disposition to begin with.
i wasn’t thinking straight…wasn’t thinking at all.
i shouldn’t have left with the bad mood and a frown in my face…
please don’t let me do that again…
don’t let me go off with a frown…
i’m sorry.
please tell me its gonna be ok.
and that its different now.
please tell me we’re gonna be alright…
please Lord…
. . .
free me from this
taunting…teasing…
lying…
voice
within myself…
i know is not
my own.
…i long and i ache
to bask in the freedom
of who i am inspite of it all
only because of who You are.
Help me find You
So i can find me.
Posted November 28, 2009 at 10:35am











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